Ponder...

My latest pondered question that is haunting me....

How is it that something that felt, and still feels SO right - go wrong?

I was reminded last night that God has a plan and a purpose for EVERYTHING and that His hand is in EVERYTHING. I need to surrender it to Him......can I surrender it to Him with my input on how a situation should go? I know that sounds silly, but that's how I feel. "Um, excuse me God, but, well, I was wondering, if I hand this situation over to you, can it turn out like....." Though, deep down, I know that He is God, and He will do whatever He wants to! I will rest in that truth. I will rest in the truth that God's plan is Perfect. That God is Perfect. That His love for me doesn't change because of situations or my lack of trust. I will rest in the fact that God's will will be done and in His perfect timing none-the-less! A couple quotes that were shown to me......

Vindication does not come from self-defensive arguments; it stems from integrity (Ps. 26:1). It requires that I allow God to examine my mind and heart (v.2) and that I walk in His truth (v.3). This, of course, requires patient waiting (25:21).
When we call on God, He will help us—but in His perfect time and in His perfect way

I prayed: the answer long deferred brought not the thing I sought;He answered better than my plea,Yes, better than my thought. —Anon.

The purpose of prayer is not to get what we want, but to become what God wants.

Wow....

Yeah, so I noticed that it's been almost a month......sorry about that. I'm hoping that I'm back on schedule now. Though, after thinking a bit, which is a hard thing to do in my state of being, I've decided to try for every other day. My life isn't exciting enough to blog about every day.................the news for today is that I didn't vote. I know, I know, save your breath. I've already been chewed out by countless others.....:)

On a better note, my sweet new nephews pics are up on the web...go to www.kaelitephotography.com , click on online proofing, and then click on "Colin". He's adorable, tons of black curly hair like his daddy.

This past weekend I spent in Nebraska painting and getting my Bestest friends Jessica's nursery ready for her new bundle of joy arrival in April. It is absolutely fabulous and so posh! I'll get photos up as soon as I can. I forgot my camera and she has to send it back to me. Just to give you an idea, it's black and white with polka dots, and lime green accessories, and just so posh and elegant, I'm SOOOOO happy for her, and that little baby that gets the best nursery ever!

I'm signing off now, can hardly keep my eyes open.....Kim is at work tomorrow, and I've got the girls all day. Isabella pooped all over everywhere today, so can't wait to see what she's got in store for me tomorrow. Lilli doesn't listen, and Kim calls her evil. Basically its stubborn vs. stubborn. Kim's mom says she was just like that as a child, hum......Just another day in the life of a Nanny.